Faithfully, your brother…

You’ve taught me what it really means,
To be a brother to someone.
You’ve taught me what it really mean,
To love someone.
You’ve taught me what it means,
To understand someone.

You’ve taught me what it means,
To stand beside someone.
You’ve taught me what it means 
To hold someone.
You’ve taught me what it means,
To get mad at someone.
You’ve taught me what it means,
To really care for someone.

Through pain and happiness,
You’ve stuck by my side.
This I will never forget,
Even when I die.

You’ve not just been a sister,
But a friend and lover.
Through all that was bad,
You’ve held on stronger.

To the one who has loved me and hated me.
To the one who has slapped me and punched me.
To the one who has made me and taught me.
I am forever your faithful brother.

Forgive me

Forgive me 

For the person I was, 

For the person I became.

 

Forgive me

For the person I am , 

For the person I will be.

 

Forgive me,

For the mistakes I made

And for the ones I will make.

Regret

Months have gone,

Since I’ve heard your voice..

Since ive seen your face…

Since ive smelt your perfume..

 

Months have gone,

Since you’ve held my hand…

Since you’ve looked into my eyes..

Since you’ve whispered into my ear.. 

 

Months have gone,

Since I’ve felt those soft lips…

Since you’ve kissed my cheeks…

Since you’ve hugged me warmly…

 

And now all that is left is the memories,

The memories that prove the existence,

Of us,

Of our story,

Of our love,

Of our hate. 

 

I savour these memories,

Specially those which are filled with anger,

And pain.

Those memories that we wished to forget,

And never relive.

These memories are bitter yet sweet.

These memories are painful yet precious.

 

I regret my mistakes,

I regret my anger,

I regret my possessiveness.

I regret my love….

I shall stand

There will be pain,

There will be sadness,

There will be disappointment,

But there will also be smiles.

 

There will be anger,

There will be frustration,

There will be hate,

But there will also be joy.

 

There will be desperation,

There will be jealously,

There will be hopelessness,

But there will also be love.

 

Through times hopeless and bleak,

I shall stand.

 

Through times desperate and disappointed,

I shall stand.

 

Through times of pain and hate,

I shall stand.

 

Through times of sadness and anger,

I shall stand.

 

I shall stand by you,

Always.

Victims

Is it the pleasure that drives?

Or the problem of them being deprived?

Is it just the eyes that feast?

Or much more of the beast?

 

Words that make no sense to them,

Yet destroy her heart,

Her purity,

Her innocence.

 

Looks that are usual to him,

But kill her inside,

Her being,

Her soul.

 

The smell of sweat, filth and disgusting desire,

The heat and germs of his body crushing down on her,

Her urgency to move away,

His urgency to move closer.

 

The surrounding stares,

People uselessly look.

She panics,

And holds closer her book.

 

She wills to scream,

Yet never be heard,

As he lives his dream.

Her vision gets blurred.

 

She gets off: shivering, hopeless, and hating.

He gets off: smirking, pleased, and rejoicing.

She goes home: shuts the door and drops those tears,

He goes home: His friends waiting patiently to hear.

 

Shall we fight?

Or shall we stare?

Shall we shut those eyes?

Or pretend we don’t care??

Shall we punish them?

Or let them walk free?

Its time to decide- you and me.

Inspired by: Slutwalk Nepal

Till death unites us

With the ding of the morning bells,
I wake from my deep slumber,
Today is a day like any other day,
A count added in a year of numbers.

But alas the news arrives,
Bringing with it a cloud of darkness,
“The princess is lost” says the news bearer,
“Lost to an evil of blackness.”

As I lay stunned with the words that came,
I could not think of anything but your name.
Your name was all that circled my mind,
For I realized I had been left behind.

I am alone now,
And I am left to fend,
Myself from the whole world,
With much left to mend.

As I stare into the creamy wall,
I remember memories of us
And begin to fall.
Hopelessly hopeing
I place a call,
Despite knowing you won’t respond at all.

As tears well up in my eyes,
I know it’s time for good byes.
This is an early farewell,
Where I go now only time will tell.

As I’m dressed in black,
To bid you good bye,
I look down on you,
And begin to cry.

Tears that stream down my face,
Drips onto the earth below,
As workers work their spades,
To cover you as people go.

As I stand there looking at the stone,
My tears have drenched me to the very last bone.
Steps from behind I faintly hear,
Its the inspector who slowly draws near.

“We’ve found the sinner of this crime,
Nothing on him- cent or dime.
What do you wish to do?
I can’t help him and neither can you.”

“Forgive the fool,
And let him free.
For if she were here,
That’s how he would be.”

With these words,
I walk away.
Nevertheless,
I have nothing to say.

I am yours; always my dear,
And for now I have nothing to fear.
I have nothing to lose and nothing to gain,
For nothing can overide this heart renching pain.

However with time,
I may heal.
Those emotions that I had
I may once again feel.

However I know,
That I shall not love again.
For the desire to do so
Is now buried with your name.

I know you will be waiting for me to come,
And until that time I shall be numb.
I know that this time shall not be in vain
For when we meet I shall feel love again.

When the walls around you fall

When the walls around you fall,

Lose not your hope.

When the world around you crashes out of control.

Lose not your hope.

When the life you have seems useless,

Lose not your hope.

 

For there are people that always care,

For there are friends that are always beside you,

For there are parents that love you the most,

For there is another world outside of this.

We’ll help you build your wall again,

Brick and mortar.

We’ll help slow down the spin of your world.

Inch by inch.

We’ll help give meaning to your life.

With love and care. 

 

We shall be there to build your life always.

Inspired by : Dechen Sherpa

26th of December 2011.

Hold my Hand

Everything that you like seems so right,

Everything that I do seems to be for you,

Everything that you are made of, is what I love,

Every breath I take is to live,

Is for you to fulfill my votive wish

 

My happiness seems to be tied to yours.

Every laugh, every grin, every naughty smirk.

Everything is so beautiful in your hands

So perfect, so unmoving.

 

So hold my hand,

Let me show you all that I can do.

So hold my hand,

And guide you all the way through.

 

So hold my hand,

Even when you’re low,

Hold my hand,

And don’t ever let go.

 

So hold my hand,

Let me make you smile,

So hold my hand,

And make every moment worth while.

 

So hold my hand,

For you to let me know,

Hold my hand,

And promise me you won’t ever let go…

 

-Sashi Shrestha

29th January 2011

Inspired by: Hold my hand- Late Michael Jackson(R.I.P) ft. Akon and Savin’ Me-Nickelback.

Am I Blind?

Am I colorblind?

For I do not see the green of the trees.

Am I colorblind?

For I do not see the yellow of the bees.

Am I colorblind?

For I do not see the blue of the sky.

Am I colorblind?

For I do not see the black magpie.

Am I colorblind?

For I do not see the white of the dove.

Am I colorblind?

For I  no longer see the red in love.

Am I blind?

Why can’t i see?

Whats there right in front of me?

Your Rescue

Shall I rescue you from your nightmares?

Shall I rescue you from your pain?

Shall I rescue you from your doubt?

Shall I rescue you from your fears?

Shall I rescue you from your turmoil?

Shall I rescue you from your world?

Shall I rescue you from your life?

Shall I rescue you from you?

 

Let me help you

To turn nightmares into dreams

To turn your pain to joy

To turn your doubt to confidence

To turn your fears to dust

Let me change you

To turn your turmoil to order

To turn your miserable world to heaven

To turn your troubled life to bliss

To turn this side of you to a better you.

Let me rescue you.

Sashi Shrestha

27^th April 2011

Inspired by: The Rescue-Tyler Ward